I don’t wanna sit here & cry
It’s just I don’t even know . He’s gone . He left out of no where & no one knows where he’s at . It’s been 2 years & I still break down over it every single time . I don’t think I’ll ever really know who he was but still . I fell in love with the kid . We didn’t even have a proper goodbye .
I just got on Myspace & went through our messages ..
I got on his profile & saw all those status updates about me . Oh god . Everything was ok 2 years ago .
& yeah things are ok now but I just wish I could know where he is , if he’s ok ..
Oh god I can’t handle this pain
I’m so fucking upset but yet so happy .
“This is where we always end up, The breaking point. Where we fall apart. Atleast I’m ready for it this time ..”
Last thing he ever said to me
